| fing 2007 |
[Dec. 24th, 2007|08:42 pm] |
Say "Good Bye 2007 Forever"
THIS YEAR:
[PEOPLE]
best friend: Brinney, Amanda, Britt, Jeff
lost any friends: nope
gained any friends: Yes. tons, and I <3 them!
[PLACES]
went out of the country: I wish
moved: Jes...
new school: jesss...
[YOU]
have you changed: In some ways
new look: somewhat..?!
most depressed time this year: July-August
[LOVE]
did you get heartbroken: Plenty
who was your summer love: Love?! More like.....flingthingcrush?!
[SEASONS]
favorite Season: Spring
least favorite season: Winter
good birthday?: ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOT!
any snow this year: ?!
[FINAL QUESTIONS]
got arrested: ha...me?! pfft.
kissed a girl: no
had a crush: for once
got dumped: for sure..haha
dumped someone: yes
lost a family member: no! ahhh that's scaryyy!!
got bad grades: fuck yes, hence my move back to Chucoo town
got a myspace: had one
kept a secret: hmmmmm??
told a secret: yes, big mistake
done something you totally regret: ABSOLUTELY.
In 2007 I...
[x] made a new best friend
[x] Somewhat fell out of love
[x] lied
[ ] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] kissed in the rain
[x] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed my life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] given up something important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] pigged out over the summer
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[ ] got into a car accident
[x]had friends who were drifting away from you
[x]had a high cell phone bill
[x] wasted most of my money on food
[x] saw a fist fight
[ ] went to the beach
[x] saw a celebrity
[x] gotten sick
[x]liked more than 1 person at the same time
[x]became closer to a lot of people
[ ]booted some lame friends to the curb |
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| Bad day??` |
[Dec. 14th, 2006|04:34 pm] |
So yesterday was a horrible day.
First off, I woke up.....got in my car and drove home........I was really happy in the morning
anyway, I get some BULLSHIT message that ruins my fing day.
I spoke to an old friend.....who's confused and doesn't know what to do...
well wait a min, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO????
Like .... :sigh: I am so confused.
So being emotional little Kimmy..I start crying and the other person on the other end basically tells me to shut it....which is so typical.
Than I get a message, he wants to see me......
:sigh:
FAWK!!!
I had such a horrible day that I just wanted someone to comfort me.
So I look for my car keys...
Didn't find them.
I called him, he came over and we struggled to get my car open for hourssss....
Finally he opened it....BUT...
The keys were not in the car...
they were hidden in my damn apt.
He helps me look for them
I find them
I am an idiot
he probably hates me for being a idiot.
Anyway I actually miss live journal!
I think everyone needs a public diary.
(so we can stalk their lives...hahaha :evil crackle:
and he......he makes me soooooo mad.......
I knew it was going to be this way........
it's just a fing replay.
k
I am done
I am hibernating for the rest of the day...
let's see if today can get any worse?!?! |
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| Stressed out |
[Mar. 8th, 2006|01:46 pm] |
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I am stressed out! to the max! I have so much to do and it feels like I only have minutes to do it.. oh well......I know I totally passed my history exam! On the downside, My 6pg essay needs to be "worked on" fawk! I hate essays! I love live Journal! I can vent out my frustrations.. thinking people will actually read it....and for some reason I feel like someone will know EXACTLY what I am talking about! hahah ... so one of my Managers got fired! .....she stole $8,500!!! crazy bitch! I feel soooo weird! =( i really wanna go to Barnes and Nobel......or do something productive......oh and what the hell is going on!!! Where have I been?!? Jess seems sad, Nat has forgotten to tell me something.....and hector doesn't like bread?!? i dunno..... |
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| hey |
[Feb. 27th, 2006|10:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv----bravo | ] |
dammit
I should really start my 4 pg essay that's due this wed......I despise writing essays
I have 2 essays due AND 2 tests this wed......howw eein deee hell?!
Next week I'll have 2 research papers to do.........crap.
whoever invented these MLA guidelines needs to be kicked in the ass.....those bastards.....
So I came to the conclusion that school isn't for me.....I am way too stupid for this shit..... I passed the placement exams for these classes but really I shouldn't be in them. They are wayyyyy toooo advanced for me. I don't even know how I passed the placement exams?! I was so excited to get homework and now it just piles on and on. I need to pass these classes or else I'll gonna get my ass chewed out...........
<3
kim |
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| egh |
[Jan. 18th, 2006|08:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nextdoor idiots | ] |
DEAR JOURNAL,
yes, I am writing to my journal! You all know that most of us come here and write about our problems, knowing that it just gets rid of some stress! right!?!? live journal kinda died out anyway......thanks to wonderful myspace! haha any who......this is the only place I can really say whats on my mind without getting in trouble! I would write this down in a real journal.....if i had one! plus it's a lot better to have one here, cuz shoot......its very rare my mommy would actually go through this and read it! and even more important, I don't think Jake knows I even have a journal, so whatever i say about him.....he'll never find out! Unless I tell him.............anyway........today has to be the shit-est day!! out of this year 2006 I find everything so dam annoying! Like Jake was at my house, and he opened the blinds (I HATE THAT!) pet peeve......if you lived at my house you would understand........and than hes on my comp and puts on trans music (i hate that music) it makes me feel ugly........if i ever have to listen to MOBY 18 .....I am gonna drown myself in the tub.....than his phone wouldn't shut up.....freaking messages from some girl beth......thats not what bothered me......all these things bothered me because...I was so dam excited to get homework on my first day of school.......and I couldn't do it with the light, noise and ugly music..... I even said "ehhhh i cant concentrate! too much light.....too noisy" what a nice boyfriend to just ignore that...........
oh, and I over drafted $64 .....I cried like a lil bitch......I was just so frustrated. I am in the negative and I needed to get this book by Friday, if I wanna pass with a A ..........so I was all crying.......and my bf goes "you have no reason to be crying"
hey man! I'm fucking frustrated!!! He told me to get up and I pushed him and told him to leave.............he left..........haven't talked to him for like 4 hrs............. and now I'm just sad....Im broke and I don't have anyone here in Austin! besides my roommate.......and my sidekick!!
anyway, now that the noise is down and the "being annoyed" feeling is gone...I am gonna do my homework!!!
yay! homework!!! so excited! :pees:
muah!
tippy
LMAO! PEEESS!?!??! |
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| what the hell guys!!! |
[Dec. 27th, 2005|12:38 pm] |
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What happened to live journal?!?!?
everybody needs to write something!!
seriously!!!
happy holidays everyone!!
muah!!! X7237912840141294082305 |
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| walk away like im nothing...... |
[Dec. 15th, 2005|12:53 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | the spilll canvas | ] |
"I am not your ball and chain, you can leave if you want....I didn't drag you here, you dragged yourself..."
I am so stupid. AND thank god I am aware of my stupidity. This relationship is making me sick.....it's so unfair.....he told his ex 6 weeks ago that he loves her and misses her........but yet when I tell my "ëx" who really isn't my ex that I miss him, he goes crazy......how could I do this to him bla bla bla.....
Imjinx....his ex is the pink
Pinkgrlpunk: so no its not wrong for me to miss him if i dont tell him
or let him know that
jinxo0osuffix: Can you just please just tell me if latley he's told you
he misses you
jinxo0osuffix: Or that he loves
jinxo0osuffix: you
jinxo0osuffix: That's all I need to know
jinxo0osuffix: I'm not gonna get you in trouble
jinxo0osuffix: With him
jinxo0osuffix: I just wanna know
Pinkgrlpunk: its not about getting me in trouble kim
jinxo0osuffix: For myself
Pinkgrlpunk: its getting late kim
jinxo0osuffix: Please?
jinxo0osuffix: He is
Pinkgrlpunk: i should be getting to bed
jinxo0osuffix: He is
Pinkgrlpunk: for yourself kim , just talk to him
Pinkgrlpunk: ask him straight up
jinxo0osuffix: He lies to me
Pinkgrlpunk: about what?
jinxo0osuffix: About everything
jinxo0osuffix: He'll say "denise messeged me"
Pinkgrlpunk: dont let him , settle his ass down.
jinxo0osuffix: "I didn't write back"
jinxo0osuffix: I cant
Pinkgrlpunk: yeah theres time where i do mesg him first
jinxo0osuffix: That's why I say we weren't meant for eachother
Pinkgrlpunk: but theres also times where he msg me first
jinxo0osuffix: He has never told me that he messeges you
Pinkgrlpunk: never
jinxo0osuffix: Never
jinxo0osuffix: I've never seen him message you
Pinkgrlpunk: yeah theres times were he will msg me first like hey how
are you, what are you doing, or he'll msg me just to bitch about school
jinxo0osuffix: or he'll message you when he's drunk or stoned
jinxo0osuffix: Or when I'm mad at him
jinxo0osuffix: Its like your the one he runs to
Pinkgrlpunk: does he know that we are msg each other right now
jinxo0osuffix: He's asleep
jinxo0osuffix: Ya right
jinxo0osuffix: He wouldn't let me
Pinkgrlpunk: LOl fucking jacob.
Pinkgrlpunk: LOL
Pinkgrlpunk: kim you seem like a sweet girl
Pinkgrlpunk: a very honest, caring person
Pinkgrlpunk: and you probably are.
jinxo0osuffix: Thanks, you seem the same way
Pinkgrlpunk: and being hurt isnt kool at all. i wouldnt want you to be
hurting at all
Pinkgrlpunk: all because of me or because of retarded jacob
jinxo0osuffix: Ya but don't you hurt?
jinxo0osuffix: Aren't you sad?
Pinkgrlpunk: am i sad
jinxo0osuffix: Because you love him, and your heartbroken?
Pinkgrlpunk: i do hurt, i was super duper hurt i was depressed
literally
because he wouldnt answer me when i would ask him if you guys were
together
jinxo0osuffix: I think he still loves you, but he's afraid to get hurt
again
Pinkgrlpunk: i was hurt because it seemed to quick you k now. i hated
you because you gave him what i couldnt.
jinxo0osuffix: What was that??
Pinkgrlpunk: i mean its not that i couldnt make him happy but he hated
things in me that you didnt have
oh noooooo, but I cant get mad for that!!! thats nothing compared to what i "did"...........I have cried myself to sleep these last few days, it fucking hurts me! I admit it! it does! he broke up with me this morning...........I live with him! what am i supposed to do?!?! I am not going back to El Paso...I hate that town, I get the gut feeling of even thinking of going back.........
I should have stayed in phoenix! why the hell was I so dam faithful!?!? he told me...
"what makes you different from other girls is that I can trust you"
well that trust is now gone, and we're nothing.
I don't even know what to feel? shocked? sad? pissed? I don't fucking know!
I am so sick of this shit! I cant even talk to him, about anything........and i hate that......
I don't think I can be with him, but than again I don't think I can be without him either...........
i am so fucking devastated......... |
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| weirdest day ever!! |
[Nov. 23rd, 2005|11:01 am] |
Yesterday was soooo weird! The day starts off at 10am, when I wake up to "hello?! We're here to fix the washer" I wake up to find the hottest maintenance guys I have ever seen in my life! I bet girls here call maintenance ALL the time! Lol, when they left . . . .
Kim with a koolaid smile= "those maintenace guys were h . . . . . ."
Jake gives me the evil eye
Kim=" . .hyyyounnng!!!"
Than I got approved for a apartment in less than a min, wtf?! The guy that approved me was from El Paso! He's all "wow! I haven't met anyone from El Paso!!"
He knows my bobby and he talks to Josh Chacon, who may I add, lives here now! That's so cool! I move in jan 6th, and they're gonna set me up with some random chick! :crosses fingers: I hope she's cool!!
Than I walk into the library and Jake calls, I forgot to turn off my Loud ass ringer, so everyone turns and looks at me, and I get evil eyes from the librarian! I turned about 6 different shades of red!
I went to the post office and I hit. . . . .ok I jumped up on the curb all nasty, I look at the rear view mirror, and this lady is laughing! it wasn't that funny. . . . =(
AND THEN I go to work, they give me infants . . . .I hate infants!!! For the 4 hours before I went to break I was all thinking, "I am sooooo going to quit and work at some skanky bar!" I came back from my break and start talking to the operator, and guess what, not only is she from EL PASO she also went to MONTWOOD, class of 2001! We talked forever! "Do you know soandso?!"
Than some awesome guy named Alex came over and talked to me, and I asked him, about the spilled canvas, he went all crazy. . . .
"No way! Someone finally knows who they are! Your the first person I know who knows them!" after work I was talking to him in the parking lot for like a hour, and he gave me like 6 burned cds!!! It was fliping cool!
I think that's it! . . . . .it was a great day!!! |
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| I lost my heart |
[Nov. 20th, 2005|03:19 am] |
I think everyone is meant to be with someone. We are not meant for each other. We both know this! What the hell are we doing wasting our time?? I'm so sick of this feeling.
I'm so stupid. |
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| so far. . . . |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|12:48 am] |
Wow! I can update on my sidekick! That's awesome! And I thought this phone was useless! Any who, I live in Austin now! I live with my <3 I just can't stand el paso. Its so boring! But I love my friends! Here's a little update of what has been going on so far. . . . . .
Jake and I bought a bunch of paints and stuff. . . .so we could paint!
We also got miniature pots and stole some grass seeds, and now we're growing grass plants!
I was Marylin Monroe for Halloween! And Jake was peewee herman, we went to 6th street and we took a bunch of pics, I'll post them later!
I work at target now! And I love it! The people are so awesome!
Jakes roommate eats whataburger 24-7!!
Jakes other roommate has a cute little kitty, and Jake HATES it! =(
I've watched kung pow a total of 7 times, "weeeoeewwweeo"
They have like thousands of expensive ass "savers" here! Well they're "vintage" stores!
Ummmmm. . . . . . That's it, I'm gonna crash out! Its like 3am! |
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| ta-ta |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|10:29 pm] |
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on this WED, its goodbye El Paso.
again.
YES!!!!! |
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| AUSTIN!!!! |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|11:19 pm] |
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| | MARLIN MANSON!!!! yay! | ] |
Jake and I are adopting Cassie in the near future!)</font>
I am so happy I have my friends! I love Jessie.......she gives the best
advice ever, and little Jessica is so freaking cool! Debbie lets me
grab her boobs!(self-explanatory)!! I love Carmen and Susie......shoot,
I've known them since elementary!! Can't forget NAT!!!! I LOVE NAT!!
lol..............Hector is just a official BADASS! k well i'm
tired.......ZzZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZzz |
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| boo! |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|08:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | adelphi---"somebody stop me....." | ] |
um.......live journal got boring......I think everyone has moved on to
MYSPACE! crazy.......anywho.........
Jacob comes in 4 days! yay! I am so freaking happy.
I need a job
I lost my favorite nail polish! darn!
umm.......the hookah bar is the shit!
hmmm.......I got a root canal......everyone who told me it was gonna
hurt.....lied to me.
I strecthed my ears to a size 2! thanks to Cassie....who lend me her
stretcher-thing-y-ies..ha
my sidekick works again!! hell yes!
I'm poor =(
I'm gonna spend a week in Austin......with Jacob.....how freaking
scary......hahaha
Has anyone else seen that---"my sweet 16" show on MTV!?!??! that show
is outrageous! those girls are so freaking spoiled! that one big girl
reminded me of a friend I used to have......it reminded me exactly why
we're not friends anymore!
I finally found pants that fit me!! yay!!
I
decided that from now on I am gonna wear slippers EVERYWHERE i go......i
hate shoes! eh!
i know nobody reads this shit.....it's boring.....but I'm in the typing
mood so.......
( god this show is so f****** pathetic......when the hell in your life
did you go crazy to get a quince invitation?!?)
ok well.....I'm gonna go hibernate till WEDNESDAY! Starbucks!!!
..........hookah bar on thurs!?!? Jake and Kimmy time all weekend! yay! |
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| "thank god"!!! |
[Sep. 14th, 2005|03:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ???? | ] |
I am so f-ing tired of shit talking.
it's pointless....it's old.....GET OVER IT.
I'm so happy I'm moving back when Cassie is..........another week of that shit and I was gonna shoot myself........
it was a BIG waste of time, money and effort coming out here....i didn't learn a damn thing......I already knew it was gonna turn out like this! After being warned so many times........Zack was right.
I'm taking a little road trip when I get back.......to Austin for "two weeks" Jake is gonna take me to see UTSA and San Antonio.
umm......i have nothing else to say.....besides.........
I fucking hate pac-man |
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| *@#(&@(#$*)$ |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|01:24 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | head automatica | ] |
I'm moving back to El Paso at the end of this month.
dammit
BUT I'm still going to San Antonio next semester.....
HEY DEBBIE LETS PARTY!!!! |
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| fawk! |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|11:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the kinison | ] |
I'm poor again!
ah! work is so boring!
I'm homesick
i think i might......... |
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| oh sh........... |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|03:05 pm] |
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I'm tired of holding grudges against people.
Has anyone ever held a grudge because of what they have been told? not really wanting to, but just to make the others happy? everyone has. grudges with ex's are stupid, there doesn't need to be so much jealously and hatred over a mistake. (this is about someone I did wrong, but maybe I've done so many wrong that this could be about a lot of people) I can sit here and bitch about bad friends and bad people until I'm blue in the face, not realizing I am a bad person as well.....life is so strange, the way this world works.......is amazing......I'm not going to hold any grudges unless they ask me too, in which one case they have. I don't know why he pushed me so far, I hope it wasn't him,.......I'm writing this because I know he'll never read it, and if he did, he'd think it was about someone else. I'm not as cold-hearted as u think...........I'm glad I left El Paso, it's such a boring city, that's why there's so much drama. People have nothing better to do, but start it........and as for the boyfriend/girlfriend thing, I don't think anyone should be controlled..........
if you fight once a week, it's bad enough........
I'm lucky |
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| fawk yes! |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|12:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  HELL YA | ] |
| [ | music |
| | BLOODBROTHERS | ] |
THE BLOOD BROTHERS ARE COMING! |
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| oh crap! |
[Aug. 16th, 2005|01:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crap | ] |
| [ | music |
| | embercoast!? | ] |
I just spent half my pay check on books.
=(
parties here are so weird, well the one we went to was.....
they made a huge deal over 1 keg......1 #@$*%&$@ keg!!
Then the owner of the house kept bitching......
boo!!!!
that was a highschool/barley graduated party, boo!
We met a couple of _____ neighbors!!!!
anywho, i really don't have much to say besides i miss DEBBIE,JESSY,CARMEN, and everyone else, starbucks guys and girls, NAT OF COURSE!!!! Jimmy, fro, and alan! and bananas!!! |
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| hi!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Aug. 7th, 2005|12:13 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  woo-hoo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | EMERY | ] |
woo-hoo!!!
ummmmm..................
Kristina got her lip pierced!!!
i am no longer single!
umm.......um........we met more friends!White ones too!!!!
ummm.........Kristina and I like to Paint!???
I get paid to greet people and be bored!?
that's it! i wrote to everyone on my list, i haven't sent 3 yet............Debbie have u gotten mine?!?!?
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